Alice in Wonderland

2006-03-13T18:02:00.000+08:00

one of those days..

feeling rather restricted and suffocated..
i think i need a lil short break.. away from home..

or i could be having one of my pms days :/

i want to go on a holiday :(

2006-03-02T14:27:00.000+08:00

spring's must have ;P

was surfing through one of my fav websites.. victoria's secret
and this caught my attention..

spring's must have pants
the crop.
the cargo.
the skinny.
Foldover crop cargo pant

Cargo pant in Sundrenched Twill
i saw something like this in love it ikano.. regretted that i did not get it :/

Cinched crop pant :)

Skinny jeans! *slurps*
but i can never pull off that skinny look.. i have big thighs and calfs :(

Crop stretch legging
this is nice.. crop + legging = just nice for short legs people like me :D

Palazzo pant
this looks really really really comfortable.. this would be good for those ' i'm lazy and don't feel like dressing up or wearing shorts or skirts ' days and yet at the same time looks presentable and not slacky :) brilliant huh?

Crop gaucho pant
Embroidered gaucho pant
pants darling carmen are crazy over.. *woot! woot* sexy.. ;)

2006-03-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

woohoo~!!! :D

it's official..

xiao cha bo is finally a graduate!
lalala~ *jumps around* :D
woohoo~! i love you LORD
i love you, my mummy and daddy
i love you, my andy bearie
and not forgetting.. i love you, aunty :)

2006-02-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

quando, quando, quando

michael buble's quando, quando, quando is playing on my winamp right now..
we sang that on bearie's mom's birthday :)
*sigh* don't ya love duets? i love them.. ALOT
another fav duet of mine is atlantic - always.. sweet sweet song :)

bearie's gonna leave for melbourne in exactly two hours.. wish i was in kuching right now to give him a kiss and a last tight hug before he goes off :(
but it's all good.. there's still msn messenger, webcam and skype :) and of course, the phone!
bearie sayang.. take good care of yourself k! *hugs* *muaks*

2006-02-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

missing my coconut bearie

just came back from kuching yesterday.. :)
lots of things happened during my 10 days over there..
bearie's mom met into a minor car accident on the 3rd day i was there and
fractured her left arm :/
bearie and i was so worried the first few days
but its all good now.. bearie's mom is recuperating well :)
wished i could stay a lil longer but bearie insists that i should come home to celebrate my mum's birthday tomorrow
in a way.. i felt the accident incident brought the 3 of us closer..
i had a great time getting to know bearie's mom :)
i'm definitely gonna miss her lots
gonna miss all the endless laughters i had with her and all the crazy things that we do that never failed to make andy go "you two are crazy"
bearie and i made sure she enjoyed her birthday on the 20th even though her arm was put on a light plaster cast..
and we definitely did.. singing along to oldies and sipping red wine and blowing bubbles too :D
even though i was there for only 10 days.. it felt like i was there for a month
i guess its the great company that counts
am definitely gonna miss cuddling and holding hands with bearie and seeing the fatty bom bom lazing around the house :)

i'm definitely gonna miss
the countless car rides around pandungan..
the free pink rose and helium heart shaped balloons bearie's mom got for me on valentine's day..
the red wine session at denise's place on valentine's eve..
the rainbow layered jellies at the night market near bearie's place..
the char kueh at the foodcourt near bearie's place..
the stroll along waterfront..
the shopping trip at the main bazaar..
the kenyalang place where we searched for karaoke oldies :D
and yes the trip and fall on the butt at the staircase at kenyalang where it made me laugh even more
the stomach aching laughs we shared at the friendship park..
the road trip and endless chatters on the way to damai beach..
the romantic stroll we had at the damai beach :) and not forgetting the jumping pictures bearie took of me at the beach :P
the squeaking bedroom doors at bearie's home
the cosy ambience of his house
the sneaking and hiding stuff when his relatives came for a visit *heehee*
the lots of "woohoo~!" when we're all so happy
the sarawak laksa, mee kolok and tomato mee :P and not forgetting money chai :)

*sigh* typing all this makes me miss coconut bearie even more..
but its all good.. i will see him in august :)
till then, we'll keep in touch via online thru msn and webbie.. and of course phone calls..
it's my mom's birthday eve today.. so i'm off to singing oldies with her :)
tata~!

p/s: pictures (hopefully) will be up later ;)

2006-01-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year~! :)

it's chinese new year eve today..
going over to my grandparent's place around 4 later to help out with the reunion dinner cooking :P

so here am i wishing everyone a happy happy chinese new year! :D
gong xi fa cai! wishing all of you a happy & prosperous new year..

2006-01-16T12:38:00.000+08:00

weird habits meme

read ee chian's post on saturday and realised i got tagged
this is so not me for revealing the weird side of me but it's all good i guess.. i'm sure everyone has their own weird habits right?
hahah.. so here goes..

weird habits meme of yours truly
my top 5:
1. i must eat with this same exact yin yeong (not the same design) pair of fork and spoon when i take my meals at home (its the only yin yeong pair at home btw.. the rest are of the same design)
2. i tend to prefer going online sitting here at my computer only with the lights on (yup, no fan and my mom thinks i'm weird, everytime asking me "you don't find it warm, wan ah?")
3. i must have my blanket covered on me when i'm taking a nap or sleeping, even if it's not chilly at all
4. i can start laughing for some silly reason and start being hyper after that (aka can't stop laughing)
5. i find most guys look real good in polo tees or collared shirts and i can't help staring at them especially if they happen to have the hairstyles i like :D

2006-01-11T13:44:00.000+08:00

potatoes.. fattening?

weeeee~ *jumps in joy*
finally read hong leong's blog post regarding potatoes
that fella had been asking me to read it since last week but i keep on forgetting everytime i'm online :P

Many people think of potatores as fattening, but they are not. It is the fat that they are often cooked in or which is added at the table in the form of butter or cream, that is the real culprit. Those trying to lose weight or stay slim should avoid fried potatoes and opt for boiled or baked ones.

oh my gosh! this is good news for potato freak like me *muahahah*
from now on i will eat more baked potatoes *joy joy joy*
but i like stuff like fries and potato chips too :/
hmmm.. eat less of those?

2006-01-11T11:14:00.000+08:00

shopaholic?

i have a confession to make..
lately, i have been spending most of my monthly allowance on.. CLOTHES!!! 0_o
this is not good.. -_-"
what am i goin to eat for the rest of the month?
considering this is the only the first week oof january *gasp*
but on the good side, i guess.. i have more new and nice clothes to wear?
heehee.. trying to make myself to feel better here :P

2006-01-08T23:11:00.000+08:00

i miss my bearie :(

i hardly say this to anyone..
in fact, i hardly even admit this to bearie himself :P
which makes him so grrr at times because he will claim that he misses me lots muahahah
and makes him even more grrr if he asks me whether do i miss him *lalala~*
so.. well yeah.. i do miss him.. :/
but it's all good. i will be seeing him in feb :D weeeeeeeee~

2005-12-31T12:31:00.000+08:00

counting down to 2006..

it's new year's eve today..
my gosh how time flies huh?
i could still remember when i was in my semester 1 or 2 this year, i would dread attending boring lectures and tutorials, wishing that time would pass faster so that i would complete my 3rd year faster..
and here am i on the last day of year 2005..
sitting here trying to reflect of all the events and happenings throughout the whole year..
half of me looking forward for next year and
half of me not ready to face any big challenge that might come up in year 2006 :/
i guess.. half of me can't wait to grow up and to enter the working world next year
whereas half of me still want to be the carefree adult, just wanna have fun fun fun the whole time :P heehee

but no matter what, i'm ready for 2006 :)
like what people always said, don't look back, look forward!

i would say i had a quite good year..
in 2005,
i lost weight and gained weight *lol*
i thought i found someone special early this year but i realised i was wrong *it was all good tho.. parts and parcel of growing up*
i started to turn semi vegetarian *fish and vege, anyone?*
i started this habit of making my friends hungry online via MSN *muahahah*
i realised that there's so many food blogs around *gasp*
i turned 21 :)
i had my endless amount of silly jokes and stomach ache laughters with my darlings yi va and carmen *heehee love ya two lots ;)*
and lastly.. i found myself a life size teddy bear that loves me lots which i will never let go :D *joy joy joy*

hmmm.. i've never have this habit of making any new year resolutions.. not to say i don't believe them.. i guess i know in a month or two i will be demotivated from achieving them hahah.. but there's always a first time for everything right? therefore, i will make a few this year.. the first to make through our ldr for half a year (which i'm sure we both can) and to encourage bearie dear to lose some weight muahahah.. no more suppers! >:(

hmm.. i guess that's all for my last post of 2005.. goodbye 2005! i will miss you lots! *hugs tightly* will never forget the memories you left me :) and hello 2006! *welcomes with a big hug*

2005-12-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

i'm back :)

bearie dear and his mom left for kuching yesterday..
their flight was 1:25 pm.. sent them off and it was my first time driving to klia :P
usually when i go klia i'm always the passenger :D
will definitely miss him lots and looking forward to see him in kuching again in february..
as for now.. i have to study hard for my last subject.. after this i will be free!!
provided that if i don't fail though.. *crosses fingers and toes* :/

lately i have been listening to light&easy when i'm driving.. hahah.. partly cause when bearie's mom was around in kl earlier.. i had to tune in light&easy ;) got to make her feel comfortable when i'm bringing her and bearie around :D show some good impression kekeke..

i heard this song.. janis ian - at seventeen on light&easy last night.. even though the song doesn't really apply to me.. but i just like the way the lady sings it.. very calming and soothing.. nice song to hear when you're driving once in awhile.. will definitely tune into light&easy more frequent now.. starting to love a lil oldies lol.. but no worries! i won't forget my r&b tracks.. talking about r&b tracks makes me miss clubbing as it has been like at least half a year i did not club? bleah! will definitely drag yi va (and maybe chern provided she's free) along to club :D we'll dance all night k, darlings?

2005-12-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

its been quite some time i've blogged and christmas is tomorrow.. so here am i wishing everyone a "MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!" *hugs and kisses* :)

2005-12-01T08:43:00.000+08:00

tutu dear is back! :)

yes! i know, based on the ticker factory my tutu dear is supposed to be back on 7th dec, which is 7 days from today. and no.. he did not surprise me by coming back earlier! hahah.. :P i kinda lied and agreed with tutu dear to meet up with him first and then we will go surprise carmen and daniel.. in the end it was carmen, daniel and i who went to the airport earlier to surprise him. kekeke.. the inaccurate ticker factory was supposedly to "mislead" my dear carmen and daniel, when in the actual fact both of them knew that he will be back on 1st dec.

we reached klia around 5:40 and tutu dear's plane flight had already landed. we then waited anxiously for him to be out, at the same time giggling non stop like lil kids trying to imagine how would his expression will be when he sees us. when tutu dear came out of the arrival hall entrance we were still hiding, at one point we thought he saw us and we ended up squatting down behind some coffee lounge bar chairs. our surprise plan of sneaking up behind tutu dear was almost ruined by some malay fella :/ that malay fella actually saw us and pointed us out (or should i say he pointed me out) to tutu dear. when tutu dear saw me, he knew daniel and carmen was definitely around too. smart ay? hahah but oh well, tutu dear was still a lil surprised, which is worth the trip after all :)

after that we went for dim sum for breakfast. and right now i'm practically stuffed. oh well time for me to catch up some sleep :P didn't sleep the whole night. will be definitely looking forward for tonight's dinner ;)

2005-11-26T08:42:00.000+08:00

wide awake

omg i think i only slept around 3 plus this morning and here am i, wide awake wayy before 8 o clock 0_o

am contemplating whether should i go do my rebonding today kekeke :P which i think most probably i will ;)

2005-11-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

quote of the day

Even though we're miles apart we are each other's destiny :)

2005-11-15T02:49:00.000+08:00

happy birthday foo! :)

foo with his darling, airin :D i think they're one real sweet couple ;)

2005-11-07T14:23:00.000+08:00

happy birthday my eversodearest ejane! :)

happy blessed 3rd birthday to my little princess cousin
you are a gift to celebrate and a joy to know :)

2005-11-03T14:24:00.000+08:00

happy birthday kok keong! :)

i know i posted this pic before.. took this shot on my birthday in may..
sigh.. look how time flies huh? now's already november and soon it's gonna be december..
then.. happy new year 2006?? 0_o

but oh well.. i'm wishing that december will come soon! :D
can't wait to see my tutu teddy bear!
hahah.. since he claims that i never blog about him :P
so.. here am i waiting patiently for him to come back
and accomplish all the promises we made to each other :)

2005-10-25T11:41:00.000+08:00

wah liao

my mom has officially gone crazy..
or should i say mad?
hahah.. and no, she did not go mad after i accidentally blurted out fcuk at her last night :P
in fact she has been like this for the past few days..
she has gone crazy cleaning and throwing unwanted or obsolete things out from the house
*whispers* my dad says she's getting paranoid cause next month their bible cell group will start meeting up at our house instead.. u know lah.. aunties aunties.. spot checks.. hahah super stress for my mom i suppose :P
and when i say throwing things out.. i really mean it..
cause my mom's even thinking of writing off our vcr 0_o
which i think it is still in quite a good working condition if u ignore the part where my dad is actually suppose to send it for repair months ago
yeah.. i know.. we hardly use the vcr.. nowadays its mostly dvds or vcds..
but the poor vcr??
she says it's kinda waste of money to get the vcr repaired when the probability of using the vcr would be like twice a year?
makes sense too.. but oh well she will have to reason that with my dad.. and i can't wait to see my dad's reaction hahah..
aiks mom just came to me again asking me whether she can throw this particular item :/
anyway, i better get back to studying! :P

2005-10-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

oops..

lately.. when i'm stressed out or when i'm real angry, lots of profanities tend to pop inside of my head..
yeah.. i know.. i never speak vulgar words.. 0=)
or maybe should i say i rarely speak vulgar words..
until tonight.. i was out with my mom and bro..
my bro claimed that he didn't had a satisfying dinner (it's actually because we had a super early dinner around 530 plus as dad needed to go off work at 630)
therefore, he insists on eating roti canai for supper..
heheh and i kinda persuaded my mom to tagged along since she did say she was hungry earlier
anyway when i was parking.. my mom was making a big fuss over my parking and i got a lil frustrated ..
suddenly i just blurted.. arrgh.. fcuk! 0_o uh oh..
and then i realised.. my mom was just beside me.. oops..
i was expecting her to give me a angry stare and start to scold me for that..
when suddenly she just started laughing! 0_0
hahahah.. phew~ :P

2005-10-23T14:05:00.000+08:00

fatty bom bom
*wails* arrgh i gained weight again! :( and i think i know why.. i was reading this earlier..

According to the National Weight Control Registry, people who are most successful at losing weight and keeping it off have four things in common: they follow a low fat carbohydrate rich diet, eat breakfast almost every day, exercise regularly, and monitor their weight loss closely. Take one step at a time and work to incorporate all four strategies into your lifestyle.

hmm.. let's see.. i eat breakfast everyday (mostly brunch) :P, i exercise almost everyday, and i definitely monitor my weight loss closely (i weigh myself daily) yes.. i'm that paranoid :/, i guess the only part that i don't follow closely is that i tend to crave for really high in fat carbohydrate kinda food. hahaha.. especially potatoes! bleah.. i better stop craving for carbohydrates.. at the rate i'm going.. i'm gonna turn into one fatty bom bom!

2005-10-19T08:40:00.000+08:00

good day?

woke up this morning around 630 plus.. was feeling rather sleepy still
and wished i could continue sleeping *bleah* but oh well, i can't cause i have a tutorial at 9 :/
showered makeup got dressed up and etc and i was ready by 745
lugged all my heavy books downstairs and as i was preparing to leave for uni.. *sms beeps*
it was my tutor smsing us telling that she's not feeling well and the class at 9 is postponed to tomorrow
:/ so much for all the effort of waking up early
but oh well, at least i get to rest a lil before i go for my class at 2 later huh? ;)
i'm gonna go downstairs now to grab some sandwiches for breakfast and take a short nap after that :P
tata~ for now :)

2005-10-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

direction to hotpot :)

heheh.. as promised i'm uploading the map direction to my eversodearest carmen and daniel's hotpot place :P scanned it from the namecard carm gave me :D smart ay? ;)

LG-12, Jln PJU 8/3A, 47820 Damansara Perdana, PJ. Opens daily from 5pm-11pm, buffet style.

so.. feel free to drop by at their place k? :)
*edited* newly opened on 9th oct.. for the first month it is rm20++ per pax, usual is rm25++ per pax :)

2005-10-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

had dinner at pizza hut sunway pyramid today. am suppose to do a survey of eating in pizza hut and shakeys. and the amazing part is i have finish this survey this friday :/ which means i will be eating pizza again at shakeys this coming friday night.. lol.. and my mom is already kinda sick of eating pizza a d :P but i'm not doing this survey totally free.. for each eat in i get a subsidy of 30 bucks.. not bad i guess.. since we'll most prob pay around 20 plus for a dinner for 4. we had 2 pan pizzas.. one super supreme and haha believe it or not.. assam laksa! my mom and i decided to order that because my dad was actually was craving for this assam laksa from ss4 pasar malam and because of this survey thing, he couldn't have his assam laksa. the super supreme is as usual yummylicious.. did not eat that tho.. as i can't take meat. looks yummylicious to me. i only took the assam laksa pizza since i can only take fish instead :) the assam laksa flavour was surprisingly quite nice.. with generous portion of fish meat and with distinctive taste of bunga kantan and daun kesum (two of the essential ingredients you need in cooking assam laksa) i guess this pizza is something that u can consider to take if u happen to been craving for assam laksa desperately and assam laksa is nowhere to be seen. but of course, nothing beats the real good ol' authentic assam laksa noodles :P

besides pizza, my bro and i went crazy over buns at bread story.. my bro and i can never resist nice looking and soft buns and pastries.. :) especially those nicely topped with melted cheese :P haha my mom almost fainted seeing the amount of bread we bought. we kinda went overboard as they were selling their breads and pastries at 30% off. they usually do that near closing time. definitely a good bargain ;) i would say.

2005-10-10T22:21:00.000+08:00

love at first sight...

you know what's love at first sight?

this :D

woah.. i wish i have such nice slim legs (feet to be exact) to wear this pair of macrame sandal heels :P~

2005-10-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

today was the opening of dearest chern and daniel's hot pot restaurant :)

i would say they got a really strategic location for their bbq steamboat business.. with ample seating at the outdoor area and also at the entrance of their shop. ooh.. and there's 3 japanese concept floor seating table inside the shop itself.. interesting. nice for small groups who wants to chat and eat for a longer time :)

food was overall yummy and delicious. i especially love this fu chuk fish paste. nice to eat it grilled or boiled in the soup :P ooh! they have this fishball shaped like a twisted marshmallow (looks like a marshmallow to me) in a shade of white and yellow. i would say that was something different and nice. i had my ample share of mushrooms.. abalone mushroom grilled with butter and button mushroom in the soup *slurps* thanks darling carm! and not forgetting the chilli sauce, carm personally told me it's a home recipe. the chilli sauce was just nice and garlicky. hahah.. believe it or not, i had almost everything with the chilli sauce. as for the meat part, i can't comment much as i'm on a fish+vege diet only :) will bring my brother one day to go again as he is a bbq steamboat lover himself. besides, eversodearest carm told me there will be more varieties in future.. and i told her i'll definitely come back again for more ;) for dessert, i had 2 rounds of yam ice cream with cone.. perfect thing to have after a hot and steaming bbq steamboat.. one word to describe it all.. lovely! :D

2005-10-04T01:10:00.000+08:00

i recently bought 2 new short cardigans, one short sleeve and one 3/4 sleeve. so i'm in a mood talking about sweaters :P

this metallic knit cable sweater jacket is kinda cute

goshh i loveeee this silk & cashmere wrap sweater!

silk & cashmere bolero sweater.. hmm i notice its called bolero.. i tend to prefer to call it as a short sweater tho :/

wraps again but this time with a hoodie! i think that's really cuteee :P

this is lovely too.. with a cute ribbon and a lil of off shoulder :)

faux fur bolero.. chern might find this nice :)

look look! ribbons! hahah.. i can never resist clothes with ribbons :P i think yi va might like this cause it's in pink!! :D

pastiche bolero sweater.. not bad.. but i dun quite like the model tho.. she erm looks kinda fierce :/ don't ya think so?

lace inset wrap.. me think this is the nicest wrap of all cause there's lace material :P don't ya just love lace? :D it really makes a lot of difference huh?

2005-10-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

seeing a rainbow does make your day :)

when i was on the way to uni this morning..
i saw this really beautiful rainbow
i usually get to see tiny miserable ones
and yet i will be oh so happy
heehee.. what to do.. we hardly get to see rainbows rite? :P
so anyway.. today the rainbow was really big and nicee
and all 7 colors was soo clear and obvious :D
wish i had a digicam with me though :/
if not i would have posted it up for u all to see ;)

this reminds me of a song i really like by delta goodrem
it's called i can sing a rainbow
i first heard this song on tv
when they were promoting the visit australia campaign

red and yellow and pink and green
purple and orange and blueee
i can sing a rainbow
sing a rainbow
sing a rainbow too

listen with your eyes
listen with your ears
and sing everything you see
i can sing a rainbow
sing a rainbow
sing along with me :)

the lyrics isn't quite right though..
don't remember there was pink mentioned
i remember when i was in primary school
they taught us the rainbow colors as
violet, indigo, blue, green, yellow, orange and red
correct me if i'm wrong

2005-09-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

i'm bored.. so let's talk about clothes and shoes!! :D heheh
warning: long entry with lots of pics ahead :P

i've recently starte to like bustier or corset tops.. think they're really sexy.. don't ya think so? ;)

woo.. i like this ruffled top.. :P

love the color.. i can never resist tops that comes with lace :)

did i tell ya that i love halters like this too? :P

i think this tunic top is cute

i'm CRAZY over wrap tops! couldn't decide which pic to upload as i love all three :D therefore i will post all three. weeee~ notice that all 3 are lacey material too? simply lovely~ sigh..

sobs~ i need a short white cardigan like this to go with my sundress :(

woah.. me like this top!! cause it's babydoll + corset like + baby green + ribbons!! 4 things i love :P i love tops with ribbon too :)

2005-09-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

i need to rant
right this moment i'm using this stupid monitor which flickers every second making the screen super blurry
am not exagerrating at all
bleah
and this is making my eyes super tired
straining my eyes trying to read through the blur words :(
i can't wait to get my bro back to fix the old monitor back

2005-09-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeee~

shopping today was quite fruitful :P
bought 2 pairs of heels from vincci
bought yet another 3 pairs of dangly earrings
and another 3 pairs for my dear belize's birthday :)
i was so tempted to buy more hoops too.. can't get enough of them
ooh.. and i bought a super big vintage shades from vincci too
hahah.. my mom says it actually makes my face looks smaller
but oh well.. i'm lovin' it
can't wait to wear them when i drive.. :D
i saw some really chun mirrored aviator glasses..
wished tutu was here to try it on :/
i think guys look real rugged when they wear that *slurp*
for example, look at this picture my dear tutu sent me

don't ya think the guy in checks look real handsome? :P
ooh and the best part.. aviator glasses are unisex.. girls can wear them too! niceee
can't find any exact ones from the web
but it looks something like this

the only difference is.. the one i saw today they're like mirrored.. so basically, others see their own reflection on the shades..
my mom find these kinda sunglasses irritating
she thinks they make u look like a fly.. hahaha

i ate a lot today..
someone will be really happy to read this :/
had lunch with carmen and daniel
i actually finished all my chips when i ate fish & chips at fish&co
hahah.. and carm and dan didn't finish their chips 0_o
i am sooo gonna be fat
but oh well.. i love fish&chips :)

ooh.. i dropped by at best (the electrical shop in bu) today..
tried my luck to try to catch a glimpse of krang krang
but oh well.. let's just conclude that someone definitely has better fate with krang krang than me.. heheh ;)

2005-09-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

long overdue...

Total Volume music files on my PC:
830 tracks

The last CD I bought:
Various Artist - Loving Ways

Song playing right now:
Sinead O'Connor - Nothing Compares To You

5 songs I listen to a lot(lately), or that mean a lot to me:
Jem - Maybe I'm Amazed
Michael Buble feat. Nelly Furtado - Quando, quando, quando :)
Beachboys - Wouldn't It Be Nice :)
Foo Fighters - Virginia Moon :)
Initial D Movie Soundtrack - Tanning In Your Sunray :)

Five people to whom I'm passing the baton:
Hmm.. no one in particular actually.. :)
Just doing this cause Hong Leong passed the baton to me.. a long overdue blog post :P hahah..

2005-09-18T15:31:00.000+08:00

time to blog again :)

i woke up this morning and voila~!
good hair day!
i love good hair days :)
totally makes my day
where i don't need make any effort to tame my unruly hair with lots of brushing and hair oil etc

colored my hair like 2 days ago
did not get the color i wanted :/
i mean.. the color did not turn out as wat i had expected
i wanted a more obvious shade of red-ish brown
the outcome? a bit darker.. therefore i think under dark lightings my hair looks like normal black.. that's the part i don't like :(
oh well, never mind.. i can always color again somewhere in nov :P
hahah.. my darl chern thinks i color hair like i wash my hair
i laughed when she said that
but it's true.. can't color too often or else the hair will be super dry
in fact my hair now is kinda dry
oohh! but i will try yi va's recipe as told by chern..
heheh.. hope my hair will be not so dry then :P *crosses fingers*

i desperately need new shoes!
most of my current heels are like so worn out
and some of them have missing heels! aiks!
hahah.. u know.. where the small black end part of the heel is missing :P
and it's kinda noisier when i walk.. eesh find that really irritating
it's either i don't take care of my shoes properly or i overwear them
i choose to think it is the latter :P
oh well.. i will scout for new shoes this tuesday.. wanna buy a pair of white strappy heels so that i can wear that with my new sundress.. ooh! and i need to buy a short white cardigan too :P *adds to my neverending shopping list*

hmm notice that my posts are random? well, it is.. and i still have more

my monash ball is this coming friday! am kinda excited.. cause i get to wear my nice black dress and makeup etc.. and wear sexy strappy heels :)
it's amazing how shoes can boost your confidence.. i'm sure my girls would agree with me :P heehee
thinking of curling my hair for that night.. will most probably do that.. cause i wanna see how i look like with curls
if i do look nice, i might curl my hair instead of doing rebonding
hmmm.. but i always love straight hair
and chern told me straight hair is always easier to manage.. which is suitable for lazy person like me :P
i trust her cause she has tried almost hairstyles.. be it curls, straight and even short hair :)

the weather is rather crazy these days.. for example.. this morning it so freaking hot!
when i was on the way home from church.. there was this temperature reading at one of those ad billboards along the highway
and if i'm not mistaken, i thought i saw the reading of 32 celcius!
goshh.. crazy..

i'm in one of those moments again where i miss my holidays at redang..
i want a beach holidayy :(
i miss the sight of nice clear blue sea
i miss the white sandy beach
i miss the feeling where my feet runs through the soft white sand or touches the sea waves
i miss snorkelling
i miss dipping in the cold water under the hot sun
i miss the feeling of just basically having fun
i miss just looking forward for breakfast, lunch and dinner
i miss lying down at those beach lazy chairs, watching the stars at night
i miss sleeping in the hammock, reading my novel (yes, i actually brought a novel along with me when i went redang the first time)
and yes! i miss checking out the beachboys too :P muahahah

2005-09-02T10:03:00.000+08:00

oww~ *sobs* i think i slept kinda too late last night.. cause i sprained my neck 2 days earlier and it got worse today.. it hurts especially when i try to bend down :( and also when i try to turn my left.. bleah! how am i gonna do my work later today??

2005-08-31T10:12:00.000+08:00

i had one of the sweeeetest dream last night.. heheh.. *grins* how i wish that dream of mine will come true.. :) *crosses fingers*

i kinda sprained my neck last night.. :/ and this morning when i woke up, it was still the same.. :( hope it gets better later during the day *crosses fingers again* :P

2005-08-31T03:14:00.000+08:00

i'm turning slightly nocturnal.. i'm like active in the wee early hours of morning and lethargic during the day :P all thanks to someone.. hahah but it's all good :) in a way i get to spend more time.. arrgh.. can't wait for december to come! :(

2005-08-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

i have blueberry stains on my knee..

hahah.. it's not really blueberry.. it's a bruise i got from the gym workout yesterday (i accidentally knock my knees on the cycling machine knob when i was cycling :P).. i had the greatest time at the gym with carmen yesterday.. gosh the working out equipments are superb! lots of machine that empasises at every single part of your muscles.. was extremely fascinated with the one that emphasises at the waist.. where we twist and turn our waist.. it seems if you do that often.. u'll have this trim waist :P we used the treadmill too.. that was our first stop.. kekeke.

after that we went into a cycling class.. gosh! that class was really fun but it was really tiring at the same time.. luckily we survived! :P rather interesting.. cycling with music.. just gives u the power to cycle :) as for now, i'm officially addicted to the gym facilities.. i want to joinnn! sobs sobs

after our workout, we shower and went just thai for dinner. i had pineapple fried rice and carmen had fried rice with chicken. pictures will be up later in chern's site ;)

lots of stuff to say actually.. but i think carm will fill in the details :)

2005-08-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

earlier today.. i have lots of stuff to rant about..(i even dreamt that i was ranting in my blog) but i feel i don't even deserve to even rant or feel this way.. arrgh.. i really dislike this feeling.. it's so horrible where all this mixed emotions are fighting deep inside me. i wish i have someone special where i can pour all my feelings out right now.. someone to give me a big warm hug and reassure me that everything will be fine and it's not like what i'm thinking of.. and to tell me what's right and what's wrong.. bleah this sucks.. :( it really does.

2005-08-12T13:04:00.000+08:00

yayyyy~~ heehee.. i'm officially done typing with my assignment! minus the teensy bit editing i need to do tho.. :P i'm free on my weekends a d! heheh.. tgif~ :) don't ya just love fridays? i do! :D

2005-08-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

carmen was talking about going to the gym to tone up our bodies this afternoon.. and gosh! that girl and her dear join a d! so fast! and now she's persuading me to go so that we can teman each other, which i think it's really tempting, super tempting should i say. bleah.. cause like her i'm super crazy and envy of girls that has toned body.. gosh so sexy and nice la.. i wanna be like them too!

the funny part is.. i get horoscopes in my mail daily.. and my horoscope for the day was this..
Think about how much great stuff your body does for you every single day. Now the question is, what are you doing to take care of it? Are you eating right? Exercising? Getting enough sleep?

Circumstances should be starting to move in your favor at this time. There may be some positive new opportunities available to you, or you could be due for some improvements in your immediate environment. Try to take the opportunity to make some improvements to your diet and exercise habits right now as well.

haha.. i think this is a sign.. don't ya think so? i'm sure chern will say yesss!! ;)

2005-08-03T20:49:00.000+08:00

*sigh* i'm a lil tired but i'm happy :) wednesday is my longest day every week. my classes starts at 9 and ends at 6, with a few hours of break in between. even though i'm suppose to feel exhausted, surprisingly i don't :P haha.. maybe cause especially on wednesdays i get to see my usual uni mates that i'm close to and also some certain other ppl.. kekeke :P one more day of class tomorrow and i'm off on friday! i love fridays :D and tuesday too! that's because i have no classes on both days and i get to sleep slightly longer :)

2005-08-01T17:47:00.000+08:00

i was chatting with a friend of mine about short cardigans.. and my friend was clueless on how does a short cardigan look like. searched on yahoo.. and i found this really oh so sweet pink cardigan. gosh! if ever i see this pink cardigan in the shops, i'm definitely gonna buy it :P since i'm still kinda crazy over short cardigans, i'll post the pics to my darlings.. heheh.

look! look! girls! got ribbon tie in front! heheh.. so sweet la :P

heheh.. look girls! the color is so nice rite.. :D

ooh! i love this shot! can see the details! *squeals with joy*

*sigh* the backview of the cardigan :)

2005-07-31T00:42:00.000+08:00

heehee.. since yi va blogged about the lunch thing, i think i should too. today eversodearest yi va asked me out for lunch. since i was still kinda full from my late brunch, she suggested us to go pyramid secret recipe :P yi va drove. thanks dear! i took new york cheesecake.. yumm.. baked soft cream cheese with chocolate biscuit base.. i definitely wanna learn how to bake this cake! must remind myself to go mph to find out this recipe. i remember seeing this cake book with only cheesecakes recipe. lovely~

we walked around after lunch. since both of us aren't suppose to spend until the next few days (as we had already spent quite alot earlier this month :P), and megasales just started, yi va suggested we should go look around and list down anything nice we see and buy later.. heheh. well it worked until we walked into urban&co. hahah.. we both tried on a dress each. i tried on a black flowery tube dress and yi va tried on a pink halter dress. the dresses weren't that nice.. and i was thinking "oh well, we're not suppose to buy anything anyway" until i saw the oh so sweet baby blue lace spaghetti strap top. i was hesitating, thinking of whether to buy it or wait for a few days later to get it. in the end i decided to buy it as i have already learnt my lesson numerous times. i didn't get to buy the short white bohemian skirt i liked all because i hesitated. :( i bought it and i'm lovin' it! and yi va bought the pink one~ heehee.. yay~! :P

sigh.. but how i wish i had the white short boho skirt.. it would look really lovely with this top :( but nvm.. i will continue to scout for a short white boho skirt :D rite, yi va and chern? u girls must look out for it too for me k?

2005-07-29T16:06:00.000+08:00

no words can describe how dissapointed i am with my brother. sigh.. i thought the whole issue was over and done with.. :/ but oh well.. let's just hope he will change when he gets older.. i really hope and pray hard that he will.

2005-07-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

i'm bored.. therefore i surfed gsc website for fun.. and i saw a few movies coming up..
saw herbie: fully loaded and bewitched coming out in august.. kinda interested to watch that two :P i love to watch love stories or chiq flicks.. so i'm definitely interested to watch the perfect man. saw the trailer of the perfect man. must love dogs looks quite nice.. :) but these 2 movies are coming out in september :/ i doubt i will be free by then as i will be fully loaded with assignment deadlines :( therefore i must make sure i watch a few in august! heehee..

girls, wanna watch herbie: fully loaded or bewitched with me? :D

2005-07-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

i'm back.. and nope, i'm still not talking to my brother. i may appear to be childish but i just can't help it. the more i think of it, the more i realise he never sincerely treats me as his sister. in fact, he only treats me nice when he needs something from me :( sad but true.. in fact, i don't think he even realise that i'm actually angry at him. my brother is one cold hearted fella when it comes to his family. one thing i know he's only nice to his friends. such selfish brat! arrgh!

anyway.. i went for lunch at wong kok bu with my two darlings, yi va and chern. thanks yar! i feel slightly better after meeting up with u girls *hUgZz* ooh! and i bought 5 pairs of earrings and a pair of hoops today! hahah.. that definitely cheers me up a lil. spent some time at the mph bookstore looking at baking recipes.. saw lots of books that i would love to buy.. cheesecakes, cookies.. yum~ :P will definitely drop by at mph again :)

2005-07-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

life sucks at times. i hate it when people especially my closed ones don't appreciate wat i've done for them. arrgh.. it's unfair. i'm dissapointed too. with someone that i thought i know so well.. looks like my judgement is wrong :( i thought i'm a nice sister, but i guess i was wrong again. i feel like crying right now *sobs* really i do. i think i should just go and have a good cry before i sleep.

2005-07-13T17:04:00.000+08:00

results are out! phew~ and i manage to get through all 4 subjects. praise the Lord! :)

2005-07-13T11:54:00.000+08:00

i was reading the youth2 section in thestar today.. and i came across this article with the title Just Friends where it questions the issue of whether can guys and girls be best friends? as we all know it's normal for best friends to exist within the same gender group but less likely to happen when it comes from the opposite sex group.

this reminded me of the conversation i had with kk not too long ago.. i remembered i said, hardly guys will treat girls nice without any intentions behind their back. based on my observations (not experience), most guys tend to give special treatments to a certain girl because of the one and only reason: the guy likes the girl and he is interested in going after her. i'm not saying this to condemn guys or anything. no hard feelings. it's just that at times, it's sad but true.
it's even sadder when a girl finds a really nice guy as a best pal, but all the guy wishes is to be in a "something more than a best friend" relationship. i'm sure this happens to the guys too, where the guy wishes to be "friends only" but the girl hopes for something more.

the starting part of the Just Friends article made me thinking..

When you meet a new guy or girl and it's not love at first sight, the other most
likely thing to happen is that you'll probably end up being just friends, right?

"A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they
will fall for each other."

"Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time,
maybe too late, or maybe forever."

hmm.. i kinda agree with this quote.. weird but yet it seems true. don't ya think so?

2005-07-07T18:02:00.000+08:00

heehee.. since yi va blogged about the genting trip.. i feel like blogging about it too :P we left for genting around noon time.. there were 6 of us.. yi va, kok keong, chin li, nic, joanne and i. stayed at ria in a 2 room apartment. bought lots of food to cook there. nic showed his cooking skills once we reached there.. he fried ayamas drummets and luncheon meat. i didn't eat any of those since i'm still on vegetarian and fish only diet. joanne was really nice though.. she specially cooked a mushroom with onions omellete for me.. which was really nice :P thank you, jo! ooh! kok keong was in charge to toast garlic bread. hahah.. and he got some scoldings from us because he used the bread loaf instead of the french loaf he brought up in genting.. tsk tsk tsk.

after the so called late lunch, we played pictionary.. had a great laugh XD after pictionary, kok keong, chin li, yi va and i went out for a walk. we visited the casino for the first time :D nothing to shout about.. as i can't seem to get most of the rules of the games :/ ooh but i did get to see the big or small game. :P ooh.. and i think we looked underage as most of the casino ppl gives us weird stares occasionally.

walked back to the apartment for late dinner.. we had steamboat! :P it's really nice to have steamboat in cold weather.. the rest of them played a few rounds of chor ti.. we only got to sleep around 5 something when we could already hear the morning prayers.
edit: my stupid nose is sensitive to dust.. so when i was getting ready to go sleep, i started sneezing and my nose started to leak :( because of that, everybody had to sleep with the cold white sheets only. they took out all the brown thick comforter as i think that's the one that's making me sneeze. heheh.. i felt so bad.. cause it was kinda cold.. poor kk and cl had to wear double t shirts before they went to sleep :/ sorriee!

for breakfast, it was both yi va's and my turn to cook.. since nic and jo did most of the lunch and dinner the day before.. i pan fried the sausages.. whereas yi va prepared french toast :P and also fried a omellete.

everyone was dead tired when we packed home due to lack of sleep. ooh! before we went home, we dropped by at centrepoint's mcdonalds for a round of apple pies! :P went home and took a long nice shower and had a nice and long nap :)

2005-07-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

aiks.. i forgot to blog for the past few days.. so i will blog backlog.. =D

today i organised a pot luck lunch.. actually it wasn't a really pot luck.. but my dearest yi va says she should make something and bring it over.. heheh.. thanks yi va.. your potato salad was really lovely! :P cy keong brought bread and apple juice. and chin li bought mushroom soup. carmen and daniel dropped by for the lunch too.. heehee.. so happy that carmen could make it even though she has been really busy these days.. thanks darl! :) more details here *click* ;)

for the lunch, i baked 3 types of pizza..
super deluxe - italian chicken sausages, onions, green peppers and mushrooms
seafood delight - crabmeat, tuna chunks, onions and green peppers
vegie galore - onions, green peppers, mushrooms and fresh tomatoes

keong and cl likes all 3.. :P will try to come up with more varities the next time we organise such makan sessions again. sadly.. there are no pics.. as until now i don't have my own digital camera.. and my aunty's digicam ran out of batteries. will try to take pics the next time i bake pizzas :)

2005-06-28T14:09:00.000+08:00

ooh.. this is interesting.. i didn't know that.. always thought that low fat = low calorie.. =P

Low fat equals low calorie? Not always. Fat lends flavor to food, so many
low fat foods are often replaced with sugar to improve the taste. Excess
calories mean excess weight. Take a look at the ingredient list on a fat free
salad dressing. These are often laden with sugar. Read labels and ingredient
lists carefully!

2005-06-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

i realise i seem to always have nothing to blog about.. i'm not good in writing reflective materials.. ain't good in words too.. hahah.. and the ironic part is i still love to read lots of novels.. sadly i have not applied it into my writing though :P

well.. i've decided to blog more about something that i'm always passionate about.. food!!!

since i will be having a short 3 week break, i will try to utilise my time by cooking as much recipes i can.. :P

2005-06-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

hahah.. i know i said i'm gonna try to update more often :P which i didn't.. mainly because i'm too lazy to update.. or my updates are ol' boring anyway.. ooh maybe i should upload some pics :)

pics are from my bday party.. ;)

eversodearest yi va and i *beams*

'leng lui jie jie' carmen and i (hahah.. my notty baby cousin calls sook chern that)

a clearer pic of both of us again which i stole from carmen.. kekeke :P

me and my darlings

another pic of 3 of us.. stole this from carmen too.. heheh

miss u, ing sim! hahah.. this girl never fails to make me laugh everytime i see her.

pictures of my notty baby cousin..

me cutting the birthday cake.. classic cheese from secret recipe.. yumm :P

my cousin li lian which some of my friends thinks she's hot ;)

a pic of kok keong joanne took at bu.. everyone was surprised how prim and proper he was.. he wore a shirt and gel up his hair! kok keong.. u should do this more often.. u look so much nicer.. hahah..

another shot of kk taken in coffeebean..

i love this 2 pictures.. darl carmen edited this.. couldn't resist posting them up.. :) this pictures were taken on yi va's birthday..

love u 2! heheh :P

2005-05-23T17:26:00.000+08:00

hellooo.. heheh decided to have a new blog look.. planned to change it only on my birthday.. something like a new beginning for me.. =D will try to blog again soon.. ;)

2005-04-27T02:06:00.000+08:00

i know i may sound greedy..
but i wish i have the money to shop everyday..
because only shopping can make me feel happy temporarily..

at times.. i'm kinda sick and tired to pretend to be happy when i'm not..
at times.. i just feel empty, lifeless and unloved..

2005-04-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

i've been craving for all kinds of foods lately.. and i read this from some health website today..

Cravings usually are more psychological than physical. You can avoid cravings by eating small, frequent meals. When you get hungry between meals, enjoy a healthy snack. Another tip is to drink water instead of searching for a snack. Oftentimes, we confuse thirst with hunger. By not giving into cravings, you'll be amazed at the amount of empty calories you save.

hahah.. that's a good idea.. but at times i can't resist the temptations =P

2005-04-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

had dinner at manhattan fish market, sunway pyramid with mom and grandaunt just now.. i was never insterested to eat there.. passed by that shop everytime when i was shopping. so today, my mom decided we should try eating there since during weekends we've seen quite a crowd eating there.

was suppose to be on a vege diet.. but my mom insists that i should take some fish as she's afraid that i'll be lack of protein =/

lots of varieties there.. fish, shrimps, squids and mussels too. with fish alone.. there are fried, grilled and baked style. nice.. didn't look at the shrimps, squids and mussels.. however i did see there was fried calamaris.. heheh i'm sure carmen would like that ;)

i chose chef's catch of the day.. it was grilled dory fish with garlic butter sauce served with grilled tomato and chips.. =P simply lovely.. my mom took the same dish.. the only difference she chose to have it with rice instead of chips. one word, delicious! i actually ate the whole meal by myself.. usually i would start feeling guilty when i eat too much chips.. cause carbohydrates are fattening.. oh well this time i was glad having the whole meal to myself.. heehee =P would definitely go there again.. so, manhattan fish market, anyone? =)

2005-04-16T14:37:00.000+08:00

girls nite out at christo's last nite was ruined by some certain ppl.. =/
my advice: if u dunno how to speak engrishee, do not approach us.. we no understand your languagee and yes, u won't understand our chinese languagee too =)

oh well.. at least we made it up by browsing jap fashion mags in carm's car.. heheh.. lots of boots, pointy heels, short skirts, tube dresses, hairstyles and some caps to see.. =P can't wait to go shopping next month! and i'm officially in love with red-ish brown hair!

2005-04-07T16:07:00.000+08:00

helloooo!! i'm back! hahah.. after almost a week of no internet connection.. sigh.. feels really good to be home =D more updates will be up soon! ;) have to do some backlog blogging since i did not update about last saturday.. =P

2005-03-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

shopping at sungei wang today with carmen was super fun! we reached there around 3 something. our main target was to look for boots =P walked into quite a few shoe shops.. tried on a few pairs. hahah.. and the funny part is we didn't come back with any.. partly because all the boots we looked at are either something wrong with the heels or the zip.. =/ ooh.. but we're gonna go back again later cause we found out there's gonna be new arrivals and the design (no zip!) and color ranges (grey boots!)are wayyy much nicer.. heehee.. can't wait! ;) right, carmen? =)

however, we came back with other stuff =) ended up coming home with another 2 spaghetti strap tops, 1 short short faded denim skirt, 3/4 jeans, a cute blue bag, 1 pair of strappy heels and 1 pair of pointy heels =P i <3 shopping! heheh.. and dearest carmen bought 2 sweet dresses, 3/4 jeans and a pair of strappy heels! we bought the same design for the 3/4 jeans and the pair of strappy heels. ;)

ooh! i missed out 1 part.. carmen wore the new 3/4 jeans and i changed my longer denim skirt into the much shorter denim skirt just so that when we try on the boots.. it'll complement our outfits. =D and oh boy, it really did!

2005-03-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

heheh.. realised i haven't blog about yesterday.. =P

yesterday's all girl's shopping day out was super fun.. cats whiskers was having sales! hahah.. we tried on quite a lot of clothes.. and each of us bought at least 2-3 tops.. muahaha.. i myself bought 5 tops and an off white pants.. =P

went to atmos last nite too =P and according to carmen, it was delicious nite.. the trance they played was quite nice.. saw quite a few guys shuffling. had quite some weird and yet funny experiences with the people there.. the first one was the girl who doesn't know english at the washroom.. tsk tsk tsk go brush up your english girl.. hahah.. then later we saw a quite chubby girl dancing up at the podium.. and with the 'stroboskop' (i have no idea wat's the light called) light thingy.. she looks even more funnier.. partly because her dance moves was basically moving her butt forward and backward =P then.. there was a guy with bad english.. who happens to like to grab people's shoulders when he introduces himself.. =/ and yi va happens to be one of his targets. there was one exceptionally rude fella who loves to shove people around.. x( he even continues doing it when we were trying hard to avoid him. such rude kl people.. hmmph! ooh.. then there was this scary stoner malay fella.. heheh and a guy version of chubby girl.

compared to rush.. atmos is wayyy spacier.. quite nice environment but i wouldn't agree on the people though =)

2005-03-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

i'm officially addicted to eLouai's Candybar Doll Maker

since i'm so free and i need office wear.. created some office looks for fun.. not much choices of office wear though.. =/

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2005-03-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

heheh.. since carmen mentioned about boots.. i'll post some pictures for fun =P

created this using eLouai's Candybar Doll Maker =P

picture courtesy from carmen =)

i was never interested in boots until recently i read an article in star metro featuring this lady.. she loves to collect shoes.. mainly strappy heels and boots.. and she was wearing a pair of suede boots with short denim skirt.. so nice and sexy..heheh.. can't wait to go boots shopping! ;P

2005-03-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

muahaha.. someone told me today that i look thinner in person from picture.. =P i'm so happee.. =D

2005-03-07T20:10:00.000+08:00

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

2005-03-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

Dancing in the streets! At least 45 minutes of club dancing can burn up to 250 calories. Consider that the next time you are in the mood to "shake your groove thang." Once you get started you won't even realize you are exercising! Dancing is a fun activity but can also give you an effective cardio workout. Before you know it, you have danced the night away, along with lots of calories.

2005-03-02T10:15:00.000+08:00

aargh! i hate it when people break their promises!!

i hate it when people give me the green light, and just when i'm about to proceed with it, they'll tell me the other way round, start giving me the red light and even deny what they have said!!

my advise: never ever promise people anything if you know you're unable to do it! X(

2005-02-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

i was careless today and i almost lost my live..

was in a shock and i cried.. but

thank god that i'm still alive

truly i do..

2005-02-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

i've always love to read this..

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

You can only go as far as you push!

Actions speak louder than words.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.

Some people make the world special by just being in it.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If you love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until its from the one you are thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until you make it come true.

LOVE is just a word until it is proven to you.

2005-02-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

i just found out today that my neighbour that stays opposite my house actually thought my dad has 2 daughters and 1 son. hahah.. and no.. the other daughter he thought my dad had is not my mom.. kekeke.. xP

this morning when i was leaving for work, the uncle was washing his car.. and normally when we see each other, he'll normally either wish me, say hello or just wave. after wishing 'good morning', he suddenly asked me.. 'you have another sister right?' and i answered.. 'no..' and i think i know why he thinks i have a sister.. hahah.. he must have got confused cause sometimes he sees me in specs.. and i was wearing my specs this morning.. =P

yi va, do i really look different when i'm wearing my specs??

2005-02-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

oh no..

this is bad..

there's a tiny green eye monster inside me..

i know i'm not suppose to be jealous..

in the first place, i don't even have the right to feel jealous..

in fact, it was me who decided to draw the line..

and now i'm thinking..

did i do the right thing?

i really hope i did..

or else..

i'm definitely gonna cry if that happens.. =(

2005-02-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

gosh.. been having such bad and horrible days.. just when i thought things are starting to get better, that's when something bad happens again or i'll find out something that's sooo not good.. *boohoo* i feel so horrible!! i was even on the verge of bursting in tears.. couldn't cry out though.. cause there were people around.. quietly wiped away my tears and pretended nothing happen.. sigh.. i wish someone will just come and hug me and assure me that everything's gonna be fine soon..

i had this orientation training yesterday.. helping out during orientation as a "buddy" since we're seniors. we had this session where group mates tries to describe the personality of each person in the group. basically.. we're doing it based on first impressions.. there was this guy in my group.. he said something that really struck me for a moment. he says that i'm introverted.. he thinks.. that i tend to keep things to myself and i'm afraid to share it with others. it was the 2nd statement that made me stop for a moment and ponder a lil.. i think he's kinda true.. i realise.. i don't tell people everything when i'm having my bad moments.. just like today.. i tend to keep it all to myself.. it's not that i'm not willing to share.. it's just that i feel i shouldn't burden others with all my rantings. hahah.. this is soo not good rite? or is it?

2005-02-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

since some ppl says that i don't blog often.. hahah.. i've decided to still blog and edit my blog skin asap at the same time.

just some ponderings...

has anyone had a crush.. for like many years? and somehow even though how hard u tried to let it go.. it seems to come back to u once in awhile? when i say many years.. i mean around 4 to 5 years..

2005-02-13T14:01:00.000+08:00

planning to change my blog skin.. i actually wanted to do this ages ago since like end of last year.. i actually found some really nice layouts and designs but i never got to do it.. hahah.. anyway.. won't be blogging so soon until i get hold of all these html and css stuff correctly.. so.. wish me luck! =P

2005-01-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

i've heard kelly clarkson's 'breakaway' before when i was watching princess diaries 2.. never thought i can ever relate to this song..

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

2005-01-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

bleah! okay.. let's just ignore all those stuff i wrote in my previous entry.. i realise i think wayyy too much.. hahah.. typical me i guess.. i just have this habit to complicate simple matters.. hmm.. i wonder why? =/

2005-01-15T13:48:00.000+08:00

currently in a confused state.. i was chatting with kok keong today.. and i was saying.. all these falling in love stuff at times can be just so complex and confusing.. and i got this from him..

"complex and confusing makes u feel so inferior"

i think that is so true. don't ya think so? in fact that whole sentence is exactly what i'm currently feeling right now.. =/ sighz..

2005-01-09T13:12:00.000+08:00

this is bad... i have only started working for 4 days, and i...
- have not much working clothes to wear.. :/
- my handphone is still cranky (and i get kinda cranky too when my phone doesn't work well)
and the worse part is..
- i'm down with flu and fever =( *sniff sniff*

2004-12-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

hihi 2005!! tata 2004..

gosh.. time passes really fast.. it felt just a few months ago the year 2004 just started and now.. we're already heading towards 2005! hmm well.. looking forward for a better 2005!! :) like what i read from my friend, yee yeeng's blog.. "don't look forward to tomorrow because it might be better. look forward to tomorrow because it's a chance for a new beginning and also a chance to put things right."
i think that's really true, in fact it's so so true.. something that we should definitely remember and learn to think and be positive always. talking about being positive.. this is one thing which i always fail to do. =P i realise i tend to look at most matters from the downside of it, where i can actually look at the bright side of every matter. it really makes a lot of difference of how you perceive things. because when one tends to look at the negative aspect of every thing, the person tends to be a pessimist. and being a pessimist, one tends to expects for the worst instead of for the better. i've realised that i'm quite afraid to take risks. and i think.. at times in life, once in awhile you do need to take some risks.. cause you might never know.. that risk you've decided to take might change your life, a good change maybe. =)

hmm.. overall i think i had a quite good 2004.. not really much ups and downs.. however at times i can be a lil emotional.. but that's normal for girls rite? ;) life was kinda dull the earlier part.. particularly the first 6 months.. the other half 6 months however was great.. hahah.. i will not elaborate further.. cause i really have no idea how to put all these in words =P in short, it's a really happee feeling deep inside me =) a really contented feeling..

ooh.. this is gonna be my last entry for 2004.. so to end it.. i wanna give ya guys a new year *hUgZz* and *mUaXx* especially to yi va and chern.. eheheh.. love ya girls really alot and i really cherished the friendship we have!! sooo.. here am i wishing everyone a hApPy nEw yEaR 2o05!!!

p/s: i know we're suppose to be sober this year in respect for the tsunami victims.. and i pray that peace will be with them and their families as it will their guide for tomorrow and also hope for the future.

2004-12-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

ooh.. i forgot to update about last night! heheh =P spent my christmas eve last night playing board games with yi va, kok keong and his friend, chin li at a game shop near atria, dj.. we played uno stacko, pictionary and taboo.. had a fun time laughing.. however i do realise one thing.. i'm real lousy in board games.. =/ so, next time.. i'll just watch people play.. hahah.. =P

2004-12-25T14:31:00.000+08:00

merry christmas everyone! =) Have a blessed christmas!!

2004-12-15T13:45:00.000+08:00

*christmas* is coming soon!! feel like buying christmas pressies for all my family and friends. actually, i just have this urge to go shopping and buy stuff. sadly, however, i'm not rich or even born rich. :/ wish i am though.. then ppl will always see me shopping shopping shopping at the shopping mall. muahahaha *evil laughs* i'm not broke actually.. in fact i've been saving up quite a lot.. =P all because i'm so vain! don't get the wrong message.. when i say i'm vain, i'm not like admitting i'm pretty or something.. cause that would be the last thing i would think about myself. hehehe.. yi va and chern would know what i'm up to with all my savings ;)

i'm suppose to get a christmas present for someone.. but i have no idea on what gift that would seem to be perfect and nice.. :( *sigh* christmas ideas anyone? =P

2004-11-26T17:06:00.000+08:00

hihi!! :D just came back from penang yesterday.. heheh did a lil shopping there..
good news is.. i'm really glad to be home
bad news is.. i gained 1 kg!! *sniff sniff*

anyway.. i'll try to blog more often.. so till then, tata for now!! :)

2004-11-17T14:55:00.000+08:00

i realise i didn't state what book did i exactly bought from mph last sunday.. i am actually currently reading 'confessions of a shopaholic' by sophie kinsella. =) yup, that's the book i've mentioned before in my blog a few months back. the book that i promised to myself that i'll buy and read it once my exams are over. =P and i did! heheh..

currently halfway through the book and i think one line in the book is quite true..

if everyone could just wear new clothes every day, i reckon depression wouldn't exist anymore -- rebecca bloomwood

hahah.. i'm not saying that wearing new clothes will eliminate depression altogether.. but i think it does help a little.. i think indirectly it does gives a person a little confidence =) sigh.. this reminds me, i really miss shopping! =P

will be going to bangsar shopping centre this friday.. can't wait to get the 2nd and 3rd book from times bookstore! =D

2004-11-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

haihs~ another tiring day today.. went to PD today with family to clean our apartment.. it's been quite some time we've been there. i think it's been at least half a year we've not went there? i remember.. last time we used to go there when we have long weekends and we'll spend time swimming at the pool, playing tennis and walking and laze around the beach under those big shady trees.. heheh in fact sometimes even if we don't have any long weekends we'll leave straight for PD on a friday night and we'll come back on sunday =P anyway.. this time we didn't stay overnight.. my bro and i just didn't have the mood to.. even my parents was kinda ok with our decision. =/ the place was kinda dusty so all 4 of us did a lil' spring cleaning.

the whole day i was basically feeling kinda down.. but i decided not to show it out.. since today's kinda like a "family day" for us.. in fact, i was trying hard acting to be really happee and hysterical at times, laughing at every little things.. it worked, cause my mom commented i was in a really good mood. gosh i dislike this feeling.. =( where deep inside i don't feel like that at all..

2004-11-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

just came back shopping from 1U today!! =P manage to get a pair of casual sandals from vincci, a cute little blue with tiny flower motifs handbag from dolly daisy and a fiction novel from mph! i'm officially back to being addicted to shopping.. =( i wanna go to 1U again!! wanna buy at least another pair of shoes and some shorts and skirts and maybe some tops too.. ooh and i think i need a pair of jeans too! =D wanna start reading on my book.. so tata for now!! ;)

2004-11-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

helloo!! helloo!! i'm back! heheh.. i'm finally done with my last paper and now i'm free until next sem next year!! yay! =P

heehee i went to redbox right after my last paper at sunway pyramid.. it was my first time to "sing k" with my friends. had a great time.. and i got to sing a few songs that i like =) after the singing session, we went to window shop for awhile.. and then we went and watch taxi! the movie overall was quite funny.. and oh yeah.. i totally agree with yi va.. giselle has really nice legs. kekeke..

feeling really tired right now.. cause i didn't get to sleep last night.. in fact my body is aching all over. had a great day today.. looking forward to have a good night sleep tonight.. nitenitez!! =) *hUgZz*

2004-11-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

i know it's deepavali today... but do they have to play fireworks the whole day?? even at 4 something in the morning!? gosh.. don't they realise people are sleeping at that time? :/

2004-11-11T15:54:00.000+08:00

this is how i feel right now... =P

2004-11-03T11:35:00.000+08:00

To My Friends Who Are..... SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are..... NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person". It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are..... PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall, and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are..... MARRIED

Love is not about "It's your fault", but "I'm sorry", not "Where are you?", but "I'm right here", not "How could you?", but "I understand", not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are".

To My Friends Who Are..... ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together, but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are..... HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks, but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are..... NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are..... POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else, but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are..... AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are..... STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.....

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding, faithful and unselfish. Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away....

i've receive this a few times in all those forwarded emails.. but i still like to read this even though i've read this before.. =)

2004-10-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

aiks... i think i irritated someone for the past 2 days.. based on my instincts i think that person is at least slightly irritated with me.. so if you're that someone and you happen to read this (which i doubt so :/ ), i'm so sorry yar.. =) *hUgZz*

2004-10-18T15:41:00.000+08:00

gasp!! 0.o i decided to weigh myself again today since my mom keeps on saying i'm getting thinner (she claims that i'm gonna "vanish" one of these days).. and i found out i lost 1 kg again!! :P that means altogether i lost a total of 3 kgs.. hmm.. but i still don't feel i'm thinner though.. i think i still look the same.. weird.. :/

2004-10-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

I am Progressive Girl
Click on the picture below to read more:

Take the 'What Kind of Girl Are You?' quiz at CookingToHookup.com

hmm.. i don't think i'm very much like what the descriptions say about me.. but if i were to choose, i think 'progressive girl' would suit me the best since i'm neither academic, athletic, career, girl next door, gourmet, granola, indie, party or uptown girl. :P girls, take the quiz and tell me wat u get yar... :)

2004-10-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

lots of 'what if ...' and 'wouldn't it be nice if ...' thoughts have been running through my head for the past few days.. where most of it i can't seem to put in proper words. :/ in a way, i think it's good since most of the thoughts are kinda personal and silly at the same time, and also, i think it's really petty in the first place. *sigh* at times, however, i wish those thoughts are important so that i'll be able to discuss it with someone else, someone that has all the answers to all my questions. till then, i'll just have to continue to ponder and wait patiently... :|

2004-10-09T14:18:00.000+08:00

i was visitting leonard drake's website for fun and i saw this:

01 CustomerService Consultants
:: Female with mature personality
:: Minimum SPM with experience in service industry preferred
:: Courteous, pleasant looking with a clear complexion
:: Fluent in English and Mandarin
:: On the job training will be provided

notice the parts that i highlighted by bolding it? hahah.. those are the parts that i've already failed to meet
:( because
1. i have no work experience at all :P
2. refer to above hahah..
3. i only know really basic mandarin words

planning to work during my 3 months break after my 2nd semester.. which officially ends at 12th nov, my last paper for the exam week. oh nvm.. i'll just jobhunt at some other place.. ooh.. maybe i'll try looking at the camera shop in 1U.. kekeke.. i'm sure yi va would be interested *wink* ;)

2004-10-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

hmm... isn't it weird when we really hope for something, it would always end up being the last thing to happen, whereas on the other hand it happens when we're least expecting it? oops.. i don't think i make sense here :P

2004-09-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

*~mId aUtUmN fEsTiVaL~*

it's mooncake festival today!! so here am i wishing everyone a happy mid-autumn festival!!! :)

it's been quite a few years my brother and i've not played with chinese lanterns aka tang lungs. i remembered when we were kids, we would always look forward to buy new lanterns when mooncake festival approaches. :P and mum would always kinda grumbled cause we still have our old ones kept in the storeroom from previous years. hahah.. but my dad would always give in cause children just loves choosing new lanterns and i'm sure he didn't want to dissapoint us. hmm.. i remembered i always chose those boring 'ol fish designs whereas my brother got to choose designs like ultraman, superman, batman (not sure about spiderman), doraemon and ooh.. dragon! heheh.. and when the mooncake day comes, we would gather at my grandparent's home and have a wholesome dinner. and after dinner time, it would be lantern time! yay!! :D that's when we would bring out all our old lanterns from the storeroom and also our newly bought lanterns, then we'll show off our new lanterns to our cousins and they'll do the same too.. heheh, (i especially remembered comparing lanterns with ahboy and his sister ;P and lilian had this really pretty flower lantern in 1 particular year)

hmm.. i think during the olden days, kids must have lighted their handmade lanterns and they'll walk around the neighborhood singing traditional chinese songs. sadly however, when we had our lanterns sessions, we don't know any single chinese traditional songs :/ and all we do is light up all the lanterns, hold one each in our hands, walk around the porch a lil, and after some time, we'll get tired of holding it, and the lanterns will be hanging at the gate and grills instead. hahah.. so much for looking forward to play lanterns. nevertheless, we would still have a great time with our cousins. ooh.. i also remembered we used to set up tables at the porch and we'll be sitting there nibbling on some mooncakes and groundnuts! kekekeke..

this year, we celebrated mooncake festival in advance, last saturday to be exact. we had steamboat at grandparent's house :P after the steamboat, there was no lantern session as most of the grandchildren have all grown up, with me being the eldest and the 2nd youngest, anthony is already in standard 4 i think (he was sleeping anyway).. and the youngest, which is my dear ah joon! but he wasn't around cause he had to attend a wedding dinner with his mom and dad.

the last few years, the boys have been playing with candles instead of lanterns, where they will light lots of candles on the porch cement floor and i have no idea what they do after that cause i think it's really waste of time and waste of candles. in the first place, those candles are meant for the lanterns and not for burning just like that. and this year, the boys had their "campfire" session again and surprisingly, my brother didn't join them this year.. heehee maybe because ahboy wasn't around.

enough of all these lantern stories cause suddenly i feel like playing lanterns :( but i can't because:
1. i'm too old to play lanterns... (i think.. or do u think it's still ok to play lanterns ar? heheh)
2. i didn't buy any lanterns this year... (no more old lanterns cause most of them are either koyak-ed, got burnt or my poh poh threw them away cause it's too old)
3. my neighbourhood doesn't organise such lantern events... *sniff sniff*

to my dearest bro, karl son, my cousins, kai vin (ahboy), lilian, kai min, michelle, kai vern, li jane, anthony and kai joon.. i'm gonna miss playing lanterns with u guys :) *hUgZz* let's hope our kids in future will play lanterns together yar.. :P

2004-09-22T17:49:00.000+08:00

happy 21st birthday, belyze!! *hUgZz* :)